I was listening to Soundcloud comedy audio podcast . And this line the lady said hit me hard:
” Oh, on valentine’s day I spent my day with girls like me who have no reason to be single unless they choose to be “
The choice. What would that feel like ?
And here I am single , forced by situation. Trust me , that is not the situation you want to be in. It is sheer helplessness . I wanted it to happen to me since I was 11 ( 16 years ago). Now, I am not sure if I want it or not. Rather I am not sure what I am going to do with it.
The Choice or The Luck or Genetic lottery whatever it may be , I don’t know. The only thing I can tell is I don’t have it.