Prison Break – I can’t catch break feeling

Every episode is blowing my mind. They kill people like cockroaches. I am like, what the hell is happening !  I feel sorry for Michael Scofield & Sara.

Sheldon & Myself

  • We both are narcissists.We love being one.
  • Like Sheldon , I have a spot in my house. I am aware of this since I was teenager.
  • Until recently we both were virgin. Now only me. Shamy !
  • We both like Physics and consider it above anything else.
  • We both want to win Nobel Prize and We will.
  • We do insult people knowingly & unknowingly but can’t tolerate if you strike back.
  • We both hate people in general.
  • We both absolutely HATE change in our lives. We follow rituals . We like Order.
  • We suck at social interaction but we hardly care about it.
  • We both hate when someone touches our food.
  • We both like trains.
  • We both can’t drive. And don’t want to.
  • I think , we both are INTJ.

Englistan – so much for diversity

UK to Trump : ” How dare you to utter Radical Islam word ? How dare you say you will not allow the most peaceful people  in this world  universe to enter into USA ? Look at us, we are already replacing our constitution with Sharia law. You stupid moron & your angry supporters.”

Karma is a real bitch, isn’t it ? . ( We have not forgotten 150 years cruelty of British Empire.)

Leaving Germany

Just quick update. I have decided to move back to India halting my master study only after 1st semester.  I was thinking about this for a while & decided stop fooling myself into believing that this program is worth for me. It fails to meet my expectations on time, effort & cost scale. I can’t afford any of those.

 First of all , you can’t complete this program within 2 years & not become insane. My university is research oriented so they teach you everything happening around & expect you to be aware of current state of the art technology. I am no way afraid of study but don’t expect me to rush through it. So, no way in hell, I could complete this master program in 2 years.

Second if above assumption is true then I am screwed because I do not have any fund of possible third year of this course. I heard you say “part-time” job. You are right and misinformed too. German language stands between me & the idea of part-time job. Also , my not so good computer background ( B.Tech in Electronics ) does’t help either. Also, if you do a part-time then again your study might suffer resulting in poor grade. I hate that.

Third thing is well, I honestly don’t want to study that much. All I want is normal university & then descent job. I am already 28.  I don’t have time for three year of study only. I must earn now. Hopefully get married before 30 otherwise my parents might kill

What next ?  Going back to India. Find job.

I believe there is a bigger picture here. Germany wasn’t meant to be part of it. I never really felt that connection. I feel nothing about  leaving this country. Who knows may be God want  me to be somewhere else. I believe in me. I believe in Him. I just keep fighting & doing hard work. I know , the success is just around the corner. I can smell it. I will wait for that magical summer where everything will be just fine.