There is no reason at all ….

GOD , I see no reason at all …  not even once in 27 years ….  why I shouldn’t be in love… I hope at least you see the reason … but I don’t. No I am not sad … I am just losing hope… there is NO reason why I shouldn’t  be in LOVE.  Take care God..

Single by Choice or No-Choice

  I was listening to Soundcloud comedy audio podcast . And this line the lady said hit me hard:

” Oh, on valentine’s day I spent my day with girls like me who have no reason to be single unless they choose to be  “

The choice. What would that feel like ?

And here I am single , forced by situation. Trust me , that is not the situation you want to be in. It is sheer helplessness . I wanted it to happen to me since I was 11 ( 16 years ago). Now, I am not sure if I want it or not. Rather I am not sure what I am going to do with it.

The Choice or The Luck or Genetic lottery whatever it may be , I don’t know. The only thing I can tell is I don’t have it.

Dear Introvert girls: Please join OkCupid

Otherwise I will die alone. Then, I will turn into a ghost and will destroy every book on this blue planet along with coffee/tea and chair & sofa. You know what I mean. You also need to make a move too.Because I can’t come inside your room to meet you, can I ? Your sacred palace guarded by Z+ security. Well, I CAN break it for YOU. But let’s try civilized way first. Ok then,  see you on other side. Yes , I could tell.