GOD , I see no reason at all … not even once in 27 years …. why I shouldn’t be in love… I hope at least you see the reason … but I don’t. No I am not sad … I am just losing hope… there is NO reason why I shouldn’t be in LOVE. Take care God..
If your GF has a male best friend & he is not you. And you are ok with that. Wait till you have a first fight . I would rather die alone than to be part of such a dangerous triangle. I simply can’t wrap my mind around this idea. (even true for reverse gender)
I was listening to Soundcloud comedy audio podcast . And this line the lady said hit me hard:
” Oh, on valentine’s day I spent my day with girls like me who have no reason to be single unless they choose to be “
The choice. What would that feel like ?
And here I am single , forced by situation. Trust me , that is not the situation you want to be in. It is sheer helplessness . I wanted it to happen to me since I was 11 ( 16 years ago). Now, I am not sure if I want it or not. Rather I am not sure what I am going to do with it.
The Choice or The Luck or Genetic lottery whatever it may be , I don’t know. The only thing I can tell is I don’t have it.
Otherwise I will die alone. Then, I will turn into a ghost and will destroy every book on this blue planet along with coffee/tea and chair & sofa. You know what I mean. You also need to make a move too.Because I can’t come inside your room to meet you, can I ? Your sacred palace guarded by Z+ security. Well, I CAN break it for YOU. But let’s try civilized way first. Ok then, see you on other side. Yes , I could tell.
Apology for high voice in some parts. I have asthma so breathing kind of not enough for high notes/frequency.