Cam girls : When fantasy becomes reality !!

Ever since I found out about masturbation, I think four years ago, I have been hooked up on it. Before that I was very much curious also in this very fundamental aspect of being human. There is nothing like SEX. Nothing. I enjoy every orgasm. The climax is always pleasurable.  FYI I have very high sex drive

As I never been in relationship or had courage to for prostitute , I am not aware real sex part. And that is the problem. You simply run out of fantasy. And trust me , when your internet fukcs up the right before the climax you want to kill  yourself in this country. You just have to start all over again . Pure wastage of time. This country is sucks !

Any way , I was aware of cam girls concept but never tried it before. I was worried about what others think. Now I don’t give FUCK to any one. If I want something in life or sex, I am going to do it. I don’t care about morality. Morality is for utopian world. Definitely doesn’t apply to third world crap that is me.

But it is kind of expensive, which is again slap for being poor. Think about being poor, being in a country where internet sucks & government bans porn site and being virgin. Next time you said your life in west is fucked up. Think about my situation. Not for gulite but for reference.

I like caucasian girls. Go ahead sue me. I don’t give a shit. I never watch porn other than caucasian girl in it. That is my taste. And I don’t care what people think. “You are brown , you only watch” DON’T TELL ME WHAT TO DO.   If you don’t like non-white man watching white-girl-porn then DO IT IN YOUR HOME. Okay ? Hypocrates !

Anyway , I asked two girls to strip naked for me . I requested actually. THEY DID IT . I don’t care if it was money or not. This is a big deal for me. No girl has strip naked for me. Both climaxes were excellent.  Who knew this could happen to me? That is how my fantasy become reality. They are super friendly. Again our reputation is bad.

I like cam girls. Much better than real girls. Real girls HAVE TONS OF DEMANDS .  Hello, I am not Brad Pitt. I were him I would not have cared either. I mean the expectations by the girls are so fucking insane.  “You are brown. You are ugly. Your penis size is 4 inch. You don’t have height. Your accent is not british. ” WHO CARES ???? Fuck your demands . Fuck your mentality !!!

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Since landing here in the month of June , I have been becoming more & more evil each passing day. The amount negativity the environment infuses in me & in turns in this blog is unreal.

Considering my major audience is from USA where life is considerably good. I want you to unfollow me Now. I am the evil you want to avoid. It is disease & it is contagious. If I were you , I would not have come within 100 miles radius of this blog. Self destruction is in progress.

You can block me incase you think you would stumble on my blog by mistake. Don’t take chance. You don’t have to see slumdog spitting poison. It is not great sight and not great use of your time. Also, if you see me commenting on your blog then report me as a spam. Or just block me. That would be great.  Get rid of this negativity once for all.

This is my battle. I don’t want another person to be affected by this shit.  That is it. I hope not to see again. Just because I care for you . Remember that Be Positive Get Set GO !

Walking Dead in India

No , this is not about the Netflix serial.  But kind of related to it.

Do you know how face of dead man look ?  It looks like there is no life in it. No surprise there , dead means not alive. No blood flow. No life in skin. Insipid . Lifeless.

Where do you see those faces ? I heard you say , “funeral” You are right. You saw them in funeral you attended.  Did you enjoy those faces ? Static faces , no smile , no emotion. Did you ??  I hope not. You wish you don’t have to see them again. Instead you would like to see them “alive” “smiling” ” full of life” , right ?  I am with you on this one.  We love to see “Alive” faces. That reminds us that we are “living” creature.

NOW WHAT DO I HAVE TO SEE AROUND ME ?    DEAD PEOPLE

What a joy that is !  I have no words to explain. From Morning to Night , From January to December, from Monday to Sunday , I am privileged to live with DEAD people.  What an fucking honor !

It’s like someone has sucked LIFE out of people from this country.  They are DEAD. They know they are DEAD. They wish they are DEAD. I can see HELPLESS on their faces . I see no smile. They no longer CARE . “If you don’t like my face, don’t look” ” I hate my life that is what this face, a dead face” .

No hi , hello to stranger. Because every other stranger is COMPETITOR or BARRIER between me & my happiness. That is true ,  there isn’t enough for everyone. Someone has to die. Someone has to  be left hungry . Someone has to unhappy. Everyone just want to make sure that they are not the “someone”.

Who needs  Netflix when I can literally live “Walking Dead” in India? WHO ????  By the way, I am dead too. Trust me , now days I don’t even look myself into the mirror. What is there to see in DEAD man ??  I make faces . You can see on face that I no longer CARE. I don’t CARE that I almost ran over a girl while catching the bus. I don’t CARE people spitting on road. I don’t CARE the bus smells like urine. I don’t CARE my food might contain sweat of human or worst. BECAUSE I AM FUCKING DEAD. I am just WAITING for my body to DIE. Did you hear what I said? I AM FUCKING WALKING DEAD. Now Get out of my way .

I hope GOD is Proud of HIMSELF .  WHY WOULDn’t HE?

 

Dangers of Dating in India ?

( Man’s perspective)

  • Honor Killing :  If she is from other caste/religion then the game is over before it starts.
  • No Dates:  In India , there is no such a thing like dating . Because let’s face it , everyone man is rapist unless proven otherwise. So, keep distance.
  • Sex:  This is epic. Somehow Indian girls think once you have sex with them , you have to marry her. And by the way they don’t believe Sex benefits both. It is “well known” fact that only MEN benefits from the sex. So any sex once refuse to marry automatically becomes RAPE.
  • Expensive:  CCD, Mall, Multiplex, and freaking poor transport, it is damn expensive to be in a relationship nowadays
  • Privacy:   You can’t kiss her in public. By the way , in India Kiss means kind of sex. You can’t hold her hand because of “people” will see it. You can’t hug her. Because that is just creepy.
  • Moral Policing: On valentine day , some political goons might force you to marry the girl if found showing your love in public. Everyone in India loves KILLING love.

This and more pretty much why I never been relationship and that is why still virgin. I don’t want risk my life . I will wait until I get my ass out of this country.  Till then peace out

 

God betrayed us….

Each second at least 4  babies are born in the world. Out of 4 ,  1 will have great life, 2 will have average life , 1 will have a life filled with poverty, misery.  Everything depends upon what they see when they open their eyes : Country .

A child born in developed country such as  Europe/USA with white skin will have a great start. On other hand , a child born in Nigeria with black skin in a family with no food for next day will have worst start.

God betrayed him. God, in this very moment, made two contrasting life. He is done now.

HOWEVER , the Nigerian child is going to suffer for next 50 years like every one born in poor country.

And people have AUDACITY to ask why some people behave differently. I mean GOD fucked his life in a second he born , what do you expect from him????????

I know what it likes to be born in third world.  I almost feel guilty of being in Germany now. Because who knew life can be so beautiful, relaxing , healthy ??

My family still lives in India , they don’t know there exist such a life. All they know is struggle.  Struggle for food, struggle for water , struggle for job , struggle for survival , struggle to be alive.  Hundred times I said , “my life in one word” – Struggle.

My people have been betrayed. God , I WANT JUSTICE FOR MY PEOPLE.

If we don’t get justice ,  we will DESTROY entire human species on this planet.  I don’t care.  We will wreck your beloved art i.e Humans into ashes. We will let you know what it feels like to be betrayed. We will have our REVENGE.

Or you kill all of us : poor, black/brown, ugly . Fuck theory of evolution !

And that’s why I show you middle finger ( towards sky) sometimes because you really fucked up our life.